Saturday, February 19, 2011
, 8:07 AM
WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII....
Look at these photos....
How was I?
HAHAHAHAHAHA....
weird? Guess so... I was bored, so then, I took pics at my webcam...
I wanted to show my photos that's using my friends' wig but it's on my fb account....
well....
I'm kinda sleepy, soooo, that's ll I can give I guess
Wednesday, February 02, 2011
, 9:35 AM
Heyheyhey.....
I was just wondering,
You know that even if you'd already loved many guys/girls, there's only one true love that God prepared just for you that no one else can have....
How will I know that I'm in love?
And how do I know that he's my true love?
Maybe I need to wait a little bit longer to find him,
but I can't stand thinking how will I know that he's the one....
Call me crazy if you want to because of me thinking something that's already answered...
I will know it by myself, my heart will tell me if he's the one, God will tell me if he's the one,
but I can't take that question off of my mind....
Everything in this earth makes me crazy because all of the questions in my head...
such as :
where did the word "me" came from?
why do we call ourself "I" "me" "my" "mine"?
why do we hate people that we dislike?
why does people have to have bad manners?
why does people always want to be perfect when they're already perfect in a human way?
why do we like to judge others when we'd already know that the ones that has the right to judge peoples is the one that is above us, that create us?
why do I have many questions around me?
why are we always curious about something that makes us curious?
etc.....
that's quite confusing you know...
even the simple things that's asked can be so hard to be answered...
why is the universe so big that we don't even know where is the end of it?
I bet that we are really small in God's eyes...
maybe we're just like those little bacterias in earth...
we're dirty because of our sins....
(wait wait wait.... I think this topic is going to religion when it's suppose to be about how will I know my true love)
we're not clean, but He accepted us and He willingly sacrificed his own live to clear our sins....
we're nothing without him....
(I think this is a good time to stop this long speech)
so then, it's all up to us...
Follow his path?
or
Follow the path that we made ourself?
if it's follow his path...
then please stop getting easily mad at people, just forgive them....
All you think about is just about your own pride,
but you know that people will admire you if you are a good person...
who cares with the "uncool" image that your friends thinks...
be your self,
Just remember, when no one wants to accept you, God will always be there for you...
but if you're popular, don't forget about God too....
-.-
(I think I wrote my feelings to my friend, because he's kinda burned up because of someone...
well then, don't read this boring stuff, But if you'd already read it, I'd already warned you, if the end doesn't seems right, it's because of yourself, bye)
, 5:14 AM
BAAAAA...
it's been a long time since i haven't post anything here...
dunno why, when my school started, I started to get lazy to go online...
NYAHAHAHAHA....
I'm really not in the mood...
It's almost valentine,
And,
I wanted to make this little video project me and my friends are working at....
and I was wishing that the video can be done at valentine's day too, since it is about "love"...
Let's pray together so it can be done, if it can't
then I'll post the video when my school is on holiday, because almost everyday I came home late, even sunday....
I hope that our video project can help my friend too,
because she has this little problem with money and her shyness,
IN THE NAME OF JESUS, AMEN....
BYE ALL....
Saturday, January 22, 2011
, 5:32 AM
AAAAAAAAAAAARGH....
I'm sick of my f*c*ing indonesian language teacher....
He thinks he knows all, but let me tell him this...
" Just because my poetry was good, it doesn't mean that you can prejudiced me by telling the whole class that I took that poetry from the internet...."
"Just because you're not good at making poetry, it doesn't mean that you can say that I don't have any talent or ability to make a poetry so I took some poetry from the internet...."
WANNA SEE THE PROVE???
Ask my friends that sits near me, they saw me making that DAMN poetry and they borrowed my book too because I'd already finished the first poetry....
AND,
My mom watched me making the two other poetries at the dining table, I even asked her some help for some lines that I don't know what to fill....
"DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD DID I MADE THAT POETRY HEY YOU ARROGANT TEACHER???"
I like making poetry okay, let me express my way to make poetries, SEARCH AT THE INTERNET, you'll never find that kind of poetry....
Just because I'd never followed poetry contests, it doesn't mean that I don't have any talent to make one right...
I'd helped many of my friends to make poetries, and they know that I'm good at poetries and other stuff that goes with arranging standard language to something that's worthed, you saw my other works right? The official letters, those instructions to use or create something new, the drama text, my drama abilities, you praised me for those works, then why won't you believe me that those poetry are a 100% my creation?
even my friends think that it's unfair,
You even made my score bad just because it's good....
well if that's what you think, then fine,
Maybe I don't have enough power to face you out, but there're so many witness that saw me making those poetry, and I'd already told my parents about this, you know what? They got mad too, and they'd already promised me that they will face you and tell the truth....
I cant take the fact that I can't pass my grade because of you and your stupid thoughts....
I like my indonesian teacher when I was class 7, my previous teacher knows that all of my works that he gave were pure made by me.....
I HOPE YOU GET KICK OUT FROM MY SCHOOL ASAP....
STUDENTS HATE YOU, THEY EVEN CHANGED YOUR NAME AND GAVE YOU THIS WEIRD NICKNAME "TOLEH" (Idk what does that name mean, really), EVEN THE 8-3 & 8-4 INDONESIAN TEACHER DOESN'T LIKE YOU, YOU'RE JUST A LOLITA COMPLEX THAT ALWAYS HAVE BAD THOUGHTS, WHAT ABOUT YOUR WIFE???? YOU JUST DITCH HER AT HOME WHILE YOU'RE HAVING FUN LOOKING AT GIRLS LEGS, FACE, AND BUT.... YOU'D EVEN TOUCHED ONE OF THE FEMALE STUDENTS BUT.... YOU'RE BRAIN ONLY THINKS OF YOUNG BEAUTIFUL GIRLS, JUST GO AWAY FROM US GIRLS, YOU'RE JUST A TEACHER THAT'S FAMOUS BECAUSE OF YOUR DIRTY THOUGHTS....
SHUUU....
YOU MAKE PEOPLE HATE YOUR LESSON NOT LOVE YOUR LESSON,
YOU DON'T HAVE ANY SENSE OF HUMOR, ALL YOU THINK IS TO BE SERIOUS WITHOUT FUN, THOSE WORKS THAT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE FUN TURNED TO BE HATED,
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaah....
I think I can sleep well now,
I even cried because of him insulting my poetry...
WHY???? it seem like I'm a crybaby,
well I admit that I easily get sad or feel guilty even if it's not my fault,
But insulting your own student with those STUPID STANDARD LANGUAGE that you always say makes me sick of you...
"Saya tahu perbedaan puisi buatan profesional dan buatan amatir, kalian tidak dapat membohongi saya walaupun saya tidak pernah mendengar atau membaca puisi tersebut. Dan saya pasti akan mengurangi nilai kalian" said mr. TOLEH.....
because I was really mad when the school's over, I got really hungry,
so I went to KFC and buy some food,
but that's not enough....
I don't even know why don't I get taller or fatter by eating those pile of food,
I ate 2 plates full but I'm still hungry....
I think this post is to long, so I'll end it now...
By the way, have a nice day you guys....
Hope you guys don't have the same experience like me, because it's really frustrating and makes people hungry.....
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.....
XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD
Monday, January 10, 2011
, 5:56 AM
My Strange and Scary Dreams...
Well, I remember that I have a little notebook that has my bad dreams written on it...
I thought that there's nothing wrong by posting it here right?
Here's my dreams :
1. Me and my elementary school friends are staying at a villa, my room mates was Yoan and M.A, the weird thing is that my Junior High teacher is there too, then we decided to sit on our room balcony, M.A said that she wants to pee, so she run into the bathroom. Not long from that, we heard peoples screaming, so me and Yoan decided to take a look. How shocked we was when we found out that many people hang their self right next to my room, and we don't even know who those people was, because we were really afraid, we ran as fast as we could, M.A that just got out from the toilet followed us with a confused face. Then, M.A screamed " Why did you leave me alone... HELP MEEE, I DON'T WANT TO DIE" we were really confused but we can't stop running and we can't look back, but we realized that M.A wasn't there, as soon as we found a bathroom, we ran inside that bathroom and locked it up, a few seconds went with silence, but then, about 6 or 10 sword embedded on the bathroom's door.
2. Again with my friends, but this time, my Junior High friends came too. We were walking to a rice field next to my old school( the truth is, there is no rice field near my old school), we were really excited because of something(I forgot what), then, we entered a room that is filled with many sweets, but I didn't eat because I'd already eat before and I'm still full, same as my closest friends (Yoan, M.A, Nadila, Charina, Eva). Not longer, the others entered a door, but their face expression was really weird, like they were hypnotized, bad feelings came to us, so we gave codes to run immediately before the owner of that house finds out that there are a few kids that didn't get hypnotized. Our tiering journey ended when we found 2 tent, we saw 2 men was hitting a little girl, scared of being the next victim, we hided behind a big rock a bit close to one of the tent. It seems that they notice our appearance because they were saying this " come out come out little yummy girls, we know that you guys are hiding.", then, we fell into a crypt, we saw our parents giving signals to keep quiet.
I think I'll just post two dreams today, cause I'm feeling sleepy and I haven't pack my bag for tomorrow yet....
안녕히 가세요
Monday, January 03, 2011
, 9:35 AM
She's A Lucifer (ep 2)
The next morning, Shino and the other staff left the house at 5 a.m. “Which house do you like?” ask one of the staff, “That house, the one that has a big garden... It looks fine” said Shino. Then they stopped at that house, The staff was busy taking care for the house payment, “Can I change the wall colour into black and dark purple?” asked Shino looking around the house with a happy face seeing that the house is just like what she want, “ well, if it’s just about painting the wall, I think we can settle it today. I’ll go and buy paint, you guys wait here” said the staff and then went out from the house, “ WAIT, can I paint it?” asked Shino, “ Sure, if that’s what you want” said the staff, after seeing Shino smile, the staff continued her steps until she reached a car, then the car disappeared trough the winds. “ are you sure that you want to change it, This house will be gloomy if you paint it with dark colour.” Said The staff that’s still standing next to her, “ It’s alright, that’s why I asked if I can paint too or not, so it won’t be so gloomy, because I want to make something with the walls...” answered Shino with a happy face.
After a few hours waiting for the paint to come, they finally start the work. Shino organized and split works for every body so it’ll done faster and it wont be so gloomy. And she was right, The house turned into an elegant, Gothic house. “ Okay, now, let’s organize all of Shino’s stuff now, we bought you your stuff with your favourite color too you know Shino, this staff over here bought it when she was on her way back from buying the paint.” Said the staff while pointing to another staff that just bought Shino’s interior. “ Wow, thanks a lot, I don’t know what to say.” Said Shino with a bright smile. After talking for a while, they started organizing Shino’s stuff, Now, the house is really cozy with some Gothic sensation but with a little fashionable modern touch too.
All of their work is done, and the ‘Mysterious boy band’ will arrive tomorrow, when Shino starts going to school again.
(Let’s just skip those boring parts, I’m getting kinda bored with my own writing up here, and sorry if there’s many words that’s wrong, I’m still learning)
“ Hey, where did you go yesterday?” asked Shino’s friend when Shino passed the school gate, “ Oh, me? I have something to do, so, I can’t come yesterday. But all of the teachers already knew about this.” Said Shino with a bright smile, Her friend was confused, because her smile is much brighter than before, but then she thought that maybe because of Shino’s day off, Shino can relax her body and forget for all the stress, yes, that’s it, after all Shino always smile in any condition. Shino greeted all of her friends. After watching a modern dance from the high school students, She left earlier because she have to meet the boy band. She’d already got permission to go of course. The staff car is waiting at the school park, on the way back to her new little house, the stylist fixed her hair, she was really nervous that she can’t barely remember what did she do a second before.
Arrive at last, “ what should I do?” ask Shino with all the tense surrounding her mind, “ just relax and we’ll tell u what to do next when you meet the boys.” So Shino took a deep breath, after the cameramen shut the camera on, Shino knock the door, a few seconds after that, the door opens. How shocked Shino was when she found out that her favourite boy band is going to be her brother, Shinee. “ Hi” said the Shinee members, Shino can’t even move her lips, so she answered it with a smile then bow to them slightly. “ come in.” Said Key, She followed them into the house, when they sit on the sofa, Jonghyun talks to the translator behind the camera, “ Eem, Shino?” called the translator, “ ne?” Shino looked at at the translator, “ Jonghyun wants to know how old are you.” Said the translator, there was a silence for a few seconds, “ wait, I forgot how old I am.... eeergh, I think I’m 14 right now.” Said Shino thinking deeply by herself, “Wait, how could you forget your own age? What year were you born?” said Key, “ ‘96” answer Shino, “ oh, then you’re right, you’re 14”, this time, Jonghyun talked to the writers, not long from that one of the writers explain “ well, if in Shinee’s song this ‘Lucifer’ was about a girlfriend that took control of your life (I got that meaning from one of the comments at Shinee Lucifer Lyrics), we want to make this different, this time, it’s about a little sister that’s really unruly, and you guys have to handle this little sister, and, she gave you guys a few hints that can help you to make her obey you guys.” Said the writer while giving them a piece of paper, “ ooooo, okay, this is fine, I guess.” Said Key reading it then passing the paper to the others, “ is this hints about her hobby or what?” asked onewShino looking to another place instead of looking to them, “ then we won’t be close to you, so we can control you easily. And by the way, it’s really rude not looking to the person you’re talking to, so please look here.” Said Key, “ Now way am I looking at you, you heard me, I’m still uncomfortable with you guys.” Said Shino, then Onew said something to the others, “ Onew said that maybe it’ll be better if they all surround you, so you’ll have no choice than to look at them” said the translator, onew then told the translator that she shouldn’t translate that to Shino, then they all sit surrounding Shino. “what’s your name?” asked Taemin, “ just call me Shino” answered Shino, “ Is that your real name?” asked Jonghyun, “ No, but my friends like to call me with that name, why?” said Shino looking at her hands, “ Just asking” said Jonghyun, “ who do you like the most in our group?” asked onew, “ uum, I’m not really sure about that too, why is it like you guys are interviewing me?” said Shino, “ we’re just curious, what do you think about me?” said onew, “ you? Umm, easy to talk maybe, I don’t know.” Said Shino thinking deeply by herself, “ what about Minho?” asked onew, “ He’s cool, kind, and quiet. I like him, cause that means that I can chill out without being bothered by noises.” Said Shino, “ what about Taemin?” asked onew again, “ ummm, well, I think he’s cool, and I really like seeing him dancing.” Said Shino, she’s starting to get comfortable with this little interview, “ no one ever said that before, do you really think I’m cool?” asked Taemin, “well yes” answered Shino “ what about Key?” asked Onew again, “ Do you really need to know the others? I think I like to have a brother like him because he is caring, and before you ask ‘what about Jonghyung?’ I’ll just say it now, he’s funny, so I think if someone is sad, he can cheer you up easily, maybe, even when I saw a video showing him crying made me laugh.sorry ‘bout that” Said shino, “ since she doesn’t know which one does she like, let’s make a contest, who can ever make her heart beat because of your behaviors to her, wins, an who loses will get a punishment, okay?” said Key, everyone agreed, Shino just sit there staring at Key as if she was saying ‘ what the hell has gone with your mind’.
They went to Shino’s room after agreeing the contest, Taemin that’s walking right next to Shino asked, “Hey, why did you think that I’m cool? Everyone says that I’m cute”, “I don’t know either, it’s just that there’s something that makes me think you’re cool” said Shino, “ oh, please pick me as the winner.” Said Taemin with a smile, “ Ne? I can pick you, but you have to make me fall for you just like what Key said” said Shino looking at Taemin, suddenly he stops at the last stairs, Shino stopped too after seeing him stop, “ why a....” before Shino can complete her sentence, taemin’s hand landed on Shino’s cheek, “ please” said Taemin, “a..a.. I... you...... what?”said Shino surprised, now her heart beats really fast, “ my little son is big now” said Key standing a few meters far from them, “ Taemin is already trying to make her fall to him, I wonder is it because the loser will get a punishment, he really doesn’t want to be the loser” said Jonghyun, Minho and Onew just stood there with a smile.
(to be continue...)
(I can't stand seeing the last paragraph, it always makes me laugh... sorry Taemin-oppa and his fans...
and for his fans, just imagine that the girl is you, okay?")
Sunday, January 02, 2011
, 8:29 AM
AHAHAHAHA...
I made a bag today....
not bad I think...
I made another pocket at my bag that, well, maybe no one will notice it....
so when I go to school, teachers won't notice if I brought my phone (My school forbid us to bring camera cell phones, because they're afraid that maybe we kept a porn video...)
let's just see the pic....
hehehehe....
do you know where the secret pocket is???
you have to, cause the pocket is actually outside...
there are four pocket outside, two hidden, and the others are really easy to find....
try finding it...
